Just go with the flow...Keep learning and experimenting, that is really all we can do...Listen to the criticism, but be aware from where it comes...Tastes are so very different...Choose the best subjects, work in harmony with them...Be honest, if you do not like something, state it...On the other hand, it would would be wonderful to co-evolve, subject with the object, to experiment over time without all the other constraints, time and money and space...Study the masters, master photoshop, layers upon layers!..as long as the eyes see, the ears hear, the nose smells and the tongue tastes...But above all, feel...